I never believed people do cry in life but right now, I have been crying every day since last week Saturday. I’m just so hurt, normally I use to think I don’t have emotions. I couldn’t cry but now I’m crying every morning, it’s a daily routine. I just seat and hot tears roll down my cheeks, I’m pretending to be so happy outside. I laugh with people even crack jokes and make others laugh while I’m bawling inside of me. I’m so broken and shatters to pieces, I don’t even think I can pick up the pieces. It’s all fragments of each piece of how hurt I’ve been in life. I tried to bury so much deep inside my mind, telling myself I’m strong and I’ve got this. I should keep going it will be fine, I would be good. Right now, I think I’m at my limit. I think I’ve gotten to the end of the road and I just feel stuck, I can’t think. As I’m writing this i can’t breathe😭😭😭😭😭, I just want this heart aches to go now. I know that I’m not strong, I just pretend I’m okay. I just pretend my mental health is so strong and I can overcome anything, actually I can’t. I’m just a pathetic little girl who thought she was strong. I’m not strong, I’m weak. I don’t think I can continue like this I’m tired. I’ve been crying for a week straight now, non stop and I don’t think it will stop anytime soon. I just think I would keep getting this feelings from where I’ve buried them, deep inside. Why is all this happening to me, God I need help 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭