This guy has cheated on me multiple times and keeps begging. Whenever I leave his house another woman comes to visit him almost immediately. His exes come to visit him and he still sends them money, even the married ex. One of them stalks me on social media. We live in the same town but haven’t seen each other since over a month and he’s very okay with it. I’m always having bad dreams about him. I’ve mentally left this situationship but still playing along. I just pray that God answers my prayers and sends the right one for me. Funny how it’s the same prayer I prayed before I met this guy💔
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Playing along? Why??? Do you even love yourself? And when that right guy comes, he’ll have to deal with whatever extended damages your ‘playing along’ might cause and then you’ll lose him too. Then a cycle begins. My goodness!!
I can’t even begin to imagine how messed up your mental state will be when ‘the right person ‘ finally comes, that’s if you’d be able to recognize him since you’re still very occupied ‘playing along’ to a relationship you have supposedly left mentally… Lol Can you hear yourself?