I have this girl I really love, she has cheated on me several times with about 3 or more people although she has apologised severally and promised to turn a new leaf. I’ve come to realise that I can’t forgive without being even. It’s not just about her, it’s the way I am with everyone else. It’s a weakness I’m praying for God to help me with. If I don’t revenge, I’m not satisfied and I can’t forgive completely 😩 until I break her heart the way she broke mine. I can’t completely forgive, I’m sorry baby 😭