All I can say is life is crazy right now. No home to run to since parent separated, family scattered no love at home no money sef. I feel like it’s my Dad’s fault everything is this way. The whole kids are struggling, no one got a smooth life. This family is cursed i swear, there’s nothing anybody can tell me and it’s all that man’s fault. I don’t even know what I’m typing maybe I should not blame anyone. I’m just tired, I envy people that got this life thing figured out