I saw my girlfriend’s used pad yesterday and I don’t know how to feel. Don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t her fault. I walked in on her changing and I can’t get the image out of my head. How can someone bleed so much and not smell like blood. I’ve been looking at her all day and thinking, I can’t believe she’s bleeding that much. How can I get the image out of my mind. She’s beautiful, I love her but now I’m still imagining it even when we’re out at dinner.