I lost a girl I love so dearly yesterday, to a guy she has been cheating on me with. I have never felt pain like this in my entire life. I never knew a broken heart can be this damaging and have physical effects on you, it feels like I can’t breath. There is physical pain in my chest. I’ve aged like 10 years in the last 24 hours. I can’t believe I have put 3 women in the recent past through what I’m going through right now. Honestly, if I knew the pain I was inflicting on women from my past I would have acted different. I felt the need to apologise to them. So I texted one to apologise for the pain I caused her because now I know that same pain. One is unreachable and the other’s contact is no where to be found. I now understand the concept of suicide.