Memory that refuse to die

I have this one memory that keeps coming back almost everyday. It’s about a time I was really down financially and things weren’t funny, my girlfriend was seeing another guy and her mom was aware. She put me in a position where the little I’m able to come up with, is her uber fare to the other guy. There was even one time when it was the other guy’s birthday and her mom helped her tell me a lie so she could go and spend the night there. This happened around early last year, I confronted her and forgave her. We’re still together till now. My problem is, it keeps coming back. I’ve cleared my phone of the screenshots I kept then as proof incase she denied it but I can’t seem to forget it all. If things slow down again wouldn’t she do something more than the last time. What can I do to get these off my head. I’ve stayed faithful ever since but sometimes I feel tempted to even things out, I even put my phone aside for days and hangout with friends maybe it would help me forget but still. Funny enough I still love her. 😞

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