I’m a 26 year old female, I do masturbate and I enjoy it a lot and I cum but when I have sex with a guy i feel nothing inside my vagina. I only have sensation on my clitoris, so I cum either by touching myself or getting head from a guy. I feel very bad touching myself as i pray a lot, go to church and I’m a strong christian. I hate myself for this but if I don’t touch myself, it means i won’t get to cum at all in life. I’ve tried stopping but it’s so hard 😭😭😭