My life has been sort of a roller coaster. From battling with childhood traumas and trying to balance my life to expecting a miracle from God and feeling like an unlucky person in life. No true friends, no relationship and nobody to talk to. I don’t know why I have such a hard luck. I’m really tired of everything. I always feel I’m a bad luck and it’s not funny anymore because I don’t see any change in my life. I’m just there. I’m really tired.