I’ve been battling depression for a while now, funny thing you would look at me and feel like everything in my life is good but I’m slowly suffocating. Slowly becoming a shadow of myself, in all this I tried explaining to my partner but he got mad for me going through this phase. How do you explain to someone who just says be good but doesn’t understand. To him he feels he cares or maybe I’m faking it. It got worse today after a little bit of altercations with him, I could literally feel my heart hurt. It felt like it wanted to leave my chest, I don’t mean to push people away but I don’t know how to explain my feelings. That I’m not happy, I’m slowly loosing my mind. My mum called it a childish feeling, my boyfriend doesn’t seem to understand. I hope I don’t lose myself, I’ll be fine maybe if I say it all the time it will come to pass.