My ex and I are so in love with each other but we keep hurting each other (mostly me tho)💔. Most times, he always misunderstand me while talking and I cheated on him. I’m changing but I’m scared😖, I don’t want to hurt him cos the last time I did I hurt myself also. I cried, I did not eat, I was getting lean and it was closer to my exam, I couldn’t concentrate so we tried settling and we had a misunderstanding again cos he misunderstood my words when I was said that he doesn’t care and doesn’t spend on me (mind you I’m not a liability I have my own business) but I just felt most times he has money I wasn’t always on his mind. He doesn’t give me until I ask and most times he knows when I’m broke but if I don’t ask he won’t give, I kept trying to tell him not every lady can ask their guy for money and he’s this type of guy that doesn’t like showing his love but through his actions you will know he cares a little. We separated cos of the cheating and I apologized cos I knew I was wrong and I deleted his number and snap handle so I can forget him. I was a depressed fellow but I always miss him so much but I didn’t want to text, we didn’t talk for a month and he texted that he misses me so much and i really miss him too so I replied and took him in with open arms. He’s graduating from school now and we said our last goodbye to each other, I realize I’m so much in love with this guy than I know but I’ll miss him so much cos my life has been empty since he left.