I think I might have depression but i don’t want to check cause I’m scared that I actually might be and I keep thinking my brain comes up with the idea of me having depression because I’m basically a failure. I’m scared of failing especially because of the family I come from, pops is the real definition of came from nothing to something (my role model) but I’m nothing like him. I can’t even pass my math courses in uni. Every time I think about it, it makes me want to call him and tell him to spend my uni school fees on better things. Werey like me wan dey cry as i dey type 😂. The amount of times I’ve thought of suicide is crazy sha, I’ll just see a car driving and be like what if i jump in front that’s the end of my problems but no fear. A werey is not a fool. Hopefully sha.