Everyone around me seem to have their lives figured except me, even my younger sister is doing so well for herself & I still don’t know what I’m doing with my life. I’m always looking for someone’s shadow to hide under, always waiting for someone to push me to do something or tell me what to do at my old age of 27 and it’s so crazy because there’s so much I’m good at. I just don’t know what’s wrong with me💔I’m the only sibling still living with my parents long after nysc. Now I’m waiting for my siblings too so we can rent a house together. Friends I don’t have, not even relationship because the person I’m supposed to be dating cheats on me at every opportunity.. I get intense panic attack whenever someone asks me what I do for a living. Sometimes I feel like squandering all the money I have managed to save over the years & un-alive myself…😔