I check his phone when i can, he thinks I don’t know but he cheats steadily with hookup girls, lies that he is travelling but stays in the same city, lodges and cheats with two-three girls on a weekend. I am just pained that I don’t cheat on him and i love him yet he does this constantly, shit be messing with my head. If i leave, what’s the assurance that i will meet a better person or a man that doesn’t cheat this bad, i keep holding on, maybe he would change.