I thought I had a “ride or die “ friend, but I guess she got bored of riding. I was content with just one friend, I guess I should have tried to make more. Now I’m so lonely, didn’t know it was possible to be this lonely. No one to share my wins and losses with no more. Anyways, I don’t care for pity texts because I know people in this community might try to find out who I am to maybe try be my friend but I don’t wanna be known as the lonely girl that came online to vent. I just keep asking God to make me happy because not having someone to talk to and keeping all these sadness in is causing permanent damage, I can literally feel it. I’m tired of telling myself “life sucks, get over yourself “, I want someone to diss life with, at least. Making friends as a girl is hard man. Lol. I feel a little better typing this. Thanks y’all