If only you made it a one night stand that it was supposed to be but my lonely self got entangled with a sex worker, all of my time money and energy invested in you, what is it called when you know the basic things you are obliged to do as a man trying to better his life but you choose to not care about it at all. Yes I got depressed from your toxicity, I lost myself, drug took over my life I couldn’t be myself all because I put you in my life, can I end my life for this? I wish I can but a little bit of the power left in me is fighting it back, instead of me to let your ways make me End my life I rather choose to move on in silence, I will be okay….. you are not perfect also. I hope you get someone too judge you if your ways and you can have a taste of your bitter soup but i won’t be the one to do that. Crying eyes sees also and the most laziest man might be the most hard working man amongst others, IT TAKES LITTLE EFFORT TO BE CONSIDERATE AND HAVE HUMAN FEELINGS, AT LEAST IF LOVE NO DEY THERE WHAT ABOUT BEING HUMAN?