You remind me a lot that you’re a bad friend, I’ve been so good to you and like you said I don’t deserve you but I’m alone I’ve got nowhere else to go. Maybe I should just do what you expect me to do and let you go but I’ve grown so close to you, told you things I wouldn’t tell another soul, it’s so hard, I can’t. It would be too painful and i don’t know if I’m strong enough to handle it considering how suicidal I’ve been lately, can’t you just be better.