I hate that I cannot stop loving you but how can I? We’ve been together for 3 years. The fact that you aren’t saying it’s over, just silence, makes it harder. You are literally my best friend, how am i supposed to survive this phase, I’m down in all aspects, nysc makes it harder. I haven’t had jobs since january, so there’s nothing to distract me,what’s worse is i have no one to talk to. I’m sorry I made it all about me,what ever happens, i will always love you.