I am so stressed and tired of this life. Prior to now, I gladly welcomed suicidal thoughts, but then I recently thought about how God always come through for me at every point, and how he has blessed me and made me a blessing to others, so I decided to stop being suicidal and just thank God whenever the thoughts come, while hoping and praying that he doesn’t forsake me. The fear of him is the reason I don’t engage in some wild life things, I am not a saint though. But I just TRY to do the right things. Thank God for God, I really don’t know how I would have survived this world without him. However this life is stressful to navigate, and as a human, I over panic and overthink. I don tire.