I’m 19 years and I got disvirgined by a married man when I was 18, it feels good at first but now disgust me. Because out of every guy it’s a married man disvirgin . Though It was forced sex and he pleaded, but we continue because what has happen has happened, but now am done with anything that has to do with him. I feel ashamed for sleeping with a married man and my friend who introduced me to him now makes jest of me. I don’t think I can ever be in a relationship or love a guy again. I’m seeking forgiveness from god everyday