In the past 12 months.., i have used pre-exposure prophylaxis (PEP) 3 times, it’s a drug to prevent HIV. I feel like my luck will one day run out, and i may contract this sickness. Its really scary, but doing it raw sometimes feels sweeter, and sometimes it can feel weird telling the person you wanna have sex with to first do a HIV test before you guys do it. I need to STOP fr.