I’m a 23 I got disvirgin this year and I have 10 body count and it disgusts me, ever since my ex started having sex with me and I don’t release all I feel is pain I thought he was the problem not knowing it was me I have slept with 9 guys all in the name of I want to experience the cum stuff while having sex but no changes.And I noticed anytime I watch porn within 2 seconds have released😭please what can I do for changes, it really disgust me that I have 10 body count. I have taking a lot of drugs no changes and I tried playing before the dick enters but still no changes