I wanted attention from my parents when I was 14 because they hardly noticed anything about me but were keenly interested in my elder sister since she was epileptic. I started to pray that I fall sick too so they can look my way. In 2021 I was diagnosed with a weak heart, lost my sister and mum in an accident the same year and now I act strong around my dad so he wouldn’t feel it too much. May God forgive me.