I’m genuinely happy when my friends share their wins with me. But of recent, after that initial burst of happiness, I get overwhelmed with deep sadness about how things are not working in my own life. It amplifies it. One just told me she’s getting married and they’re relocating. We’ve both been praying for it, so I was overjoyed when she shared.

Unhappy – 2

Now I’m crying partly cause I’m happy for her and I’ll miss her a lot and partly cause I’ve not been in a stable relationship in two years. I have so much love and care and support to give, but I’ve been so unlucky with men. I’ve been throwing myself into my job just to stay sane. It’s not even working anymore