Dating or dated this person for close to six years. I feel too choked with so many things, he doesn’t understand me and I don’t also. I even try to understand him these days but something keeps happening for quarrels to surface, I can’t still handle that but I can’t just stand insults anymore and I don’t talk back because I really don’t want a crack there but he doesn’t know the damages he is causing to me in my heart at my end. I want to find myself right now because I find myself Lost. I have never been a person to sit back and watch, I can’t explain it well but I want to go back to my old self. Having exams to prepare for and can’t concentrate, it is really fucking crazy, wishing I knew what to do because I don’t know if I can ever stop loving this person we’ve been through so much together.