In my past i have gotten four ladies preggy (5 preggy gone), i wasn’t ready, it’s been over a year now and no woman have taken in, despite offloading all my loads in them. One, not a single precaution and she still didn’t take in. Christ! Why this, now i am capable and ready if it happens? what if i am incapable of impregnating a woman again? what if all the kids i was destined to have is gone cos i wasn’t ready?
in Confession
“He will show mercy to whom He will show mercy”
But for now, enjoy your suffering.