I’d often think of what to say before hand. Or practice what to say down to the tone… carefully
choosing my words. Hiding what i really feel to cater to the emotional needs of another person. Leaving mine in disarray. Especially as they don’t really care. While i try not to hurt others, they don’t mind if I’m hurt. I’d get trampled on but try to maintain the “peace”. I was simply a walk over. Saying yes when i mean no. I’m glad I’m recovering. I want to be my authentic self. .I’m done people pleasing. It’s sickening