I forgot that we have monsters living amongst us, it’s always the people close to you. I begged him to stop but he didn’t he raped me till I bled all over the floor with my hands pinned behind my back, he didn’t stop what horrified me was the words that came out of his mouth saying “my resistance turned him on more” 🥲 numbness is all I feel. It’s been 2 months but i see his face every day in my dreams. I don’t know how I will ever get over this.