Anytime we breakup I try to move on first and end up getting intimate with another person.
One way or the other we get back together and he says I cheated. Trying to move on fast isn’t intentional but at that time he is always a bit harsh and I just try to use another person to heal without the intention of going back.
I don’t have excuse though but it’s well.
I did just go to God for deliverance and work on myself. God makes everything beautiful at his own time.