Soaked pillow

I finally got the chance to be alone today and I almost contemplated suicide, I’m tired of life. No friend, No helper. I literally cried myself to sleep every night. Even your own family members will not help you.

Got a job in Lagos recently so I moved in with my friend who has been nothing but a bully. But then I have her to thank for shelter. She recently told me to move out of her place at the end of this june and everyone knows how expensive it is in Lagos. Luckily for me I’ve been saving up for my own rent because I didn’t even plan to stay this long with my friend.

I called my so called boyfriend for help cos the money I have saved up isn’t enough to rent a place. Only for oga to say he can’t help, called my sibling and no one is willing to help. Even my so called friends are asking for sex before helping me. I know this is a phase sha. It shall pass.