I got pregnant and I have been hiding away from my people. I planned to go have the child somewhere else. But I came to see my parents and have not returned to my state where I base. I went into labor right in my room. I pushed out a babe but it was still born…. Right now I am loosing my mind the still born is right in my room and I don’t even know what I feel… I am numb… He looks so beautiful even when he is lifeless😞😞