I’ve lied to my boyfriend a couple of times out of fear, since then he doesn’t believe a word I say, constantly checks my phone and doubts me for everything, I’ve tried to be more open with him but it’s just hard because I’ve been hurt before. He projects the insecurities from his other relationships to me because he thinks I’m going to cheat but I would never do that to him. I had alot of guy friends but I’ve cut them all off just so we could have peace but it seems he is always looking for an opportunity to accuse me of cheating or lying. It’s exhausting because we have very different opinions of things. I love him though,I just want us to be happy