At first I thought the spirituality stuff I was into bring all the good fortune to me (not ritual) but not until when everything started falling apart for me indescribable way that I now started to hear from the pastor that is my destiny to be great in life either spirituality or not. I stopped this spirituality stuff and everything start booming again not until when I have problems again that is beyond my power but not God own (not money thou) and I return back to spirituality and everything went down again in which I could have just believe in my serving God. Omo I come Dey blame myself now because I should’ve believed God sees me. Now I’m depressed my work is down, I’m depressed I don’t even know what to do. I had kid, wife but I’m learning my lesson the hard way. I pray God should heal me and everyone reading this should learn their lessons not all gold are glitters . And try to know yourself better before you do things that your destiny want.