Well apparently everyone is struggling, and I’m equally struggling but I’m tired
Nothing is working out, I’m 20 years old and will be turning 21 in few months
I’m not in a hurry to take it, I’m just ambitious and I get irritated whenever things are not going as planned or not having to figure out things to do.
Now, my problem is unavailability of resources
I have so many skills( modeling, sewing, cooking, designing, a bit of makeup and apparently going into tech space). Now with all this things are still hard, I have couple of businesses but I’m still running around the circle.
How how can I manifest all this without support, how can I create fashion contents without the resources needed, how can I be a professional model when photographers and makeup artist or other brands are not willing to work with me cos I am not known, how can I make sales when I have no audiences, how can I be a Ui UX designer when I have no mentor cos it’s hard self learning.
Now my parent my dad especially is always restricting me from going out thinking it’s for a wrong purpose( parents mentality,mine actually). How can I explore and network with friends, get connections and the rest ?
I don’t even keep friends cos few just want to party and the rest. I just want to assist my mom with the family responsibilities she’s carrying. I’m just tired of waking up everyday and not being productive.