Am 18yrs old
I started dating this guy when I was 15yrs old, he disvirgined me few weeks to my 16th birthday, the relationship has been going smooth since I was 15yrs not until I started double dating on him with a 40yrs old man with 4kids not married thou but with a baby mama since last year. Although I don’t love this man, just been with him for the money, I do have unprotected sex with the both of them because they don’t like using protection, and I do have sex often with the 40yrs old man. I had sex with my main boyfriend yesterday I wasn’t even feeling the love and sexual urge for him, just accepted to have sex with him because he was disturbing me through out the night. Have been feeling guilty since morning
I wanna change from all what am doing