Saw this post about someone who said she wished she was dumb and can’t speak, that she gets into trouble anytime she speaks. I’m in that type of situation currently, I reacted wrongly to something that got me angry. I really need to learn to calm my nerves before reacting. I really need to. Sometimes I react and I don’t really mean it the way the second party would perceive it. I’m really a good person but people see me as a bad person. After I’m done messing up things, I’ll start wishing I could rewind time and right some wrongs. I messed up big time… I really hope people can see me for who I really am and not through my mistakes. After all we are only humans.