I feel so sorry for myself and people around me. I keep hurting everyone, I can’t do without hurting the people I love. There is this particular person I love so much and can do anything for but I keep hurting this particular person to the extent that I am hurting myself. My heart is aching, we both have our fault but this person doesn’t deserve the pain, I went too far just because I want this person to feel the same pain I am feeling but I went too far and I keep doing the wrong things everytime. I am so exhausted, I hope everyday between me that this particular person hates me so much. But I hope wherever you are you forgive me, I am so sorry. You have no idea how much I hate myself right now, I am sorry for all the embarrassment my baby