Please everybody come let’s have this discussion. This is me waking up suddenly at 4:30am asking God what is the meaning of this? How can I be in love with the most toxic person? How can I be fully aware that this person is narcissistic, toxic and manipulative and still want the person. Please everybody I’ve changed location because of this person but it seems to not be working. And no my dears I’m not a teenager,I’m in my mid twenties! There’s no point even letting him know like him, I hide it very well. All of you doing hard boy!hard girl! This shit is very hard