I am a young girl in my twenties. My sister in law was admitted in the hospital when she had a miscarriage and I met a doctor at the hospital, we got really close but not being intimate. I really like him to the point of our first date I refused ordering anything so I can eat from his plate then something happened at his sister’s occasion but I can’t really tell and I became pissed off. I told him to take me home and it was raining, that was when I messed up, I like him but got offended because I remembered all that happened between I and my ex . It’s been months or close to a year, I have not dated someone else because I have not felt that spark between I and the doctor. I wish we can come back but now he is seeing like someone that have anger issues but seriously that’s not how I am , I miss him , I just don’t want sex but just for us to sit and I watch him smile and laugh .I lost his number but he knows where I stay , have gone to the hospital severally but can’t face him , how I wish he will look for me 😭😭😭😭😭