Life is so unfair to me, i started smoking just because i can’t endure the pain in my heart.
All I ever did was to genuinely love this girl, I don’t deserve this. I don’t double date, I don’t maltreat ladies, never tried to hurt her.. Even when it wasn’t comfortable for me, I took sacrifices for her.. but at the end of the day she still doesn’t find me worthy. I just hope I can survive this moment, I hope I can live again without feeling empty. Every woman keeps taking advantage of my good heart. I just want to love and be loved equally.