I keep destroying all my relationships as a result of insecurity 😔, all I just want is reassurance but this dude don’t get it. Now I’m just so insecure and jealous all the time since I found out he was cheating in the beginning of the relationship. I can’t get it off my head & he’s not helping. I know I love him but I also need to choose myself. The insecurity is alarming to the point of suspecting he’s probably sleeping with his cleaner💔💔😭 should I just leave everything and leave the relationship? I’m becoming something else and it’s not like I’m ugly, I’m very beautiful but why am I so insecure when I’m in love?😔💔