I have a huge crush on a girl I’ve known and been friends with for almost 4 years now.. we are no strangers to each other at this point of our lives but i still can’t find the courage to tell her how much I like her and I also worry that she might not like me back. Also, my mental health is not very good for the both of us right now as I’m struggling both financially and mentally. She’s beautiful, kind, smart and somehow I don’t think i measure up because I’m not in a very good phase of my life right now.