A lot of things, i first of all being the breadwinner of my family and i’m just 18 am fed up i don’t even spend for myself sometimes because i calculate a lot. Secondly i have a girlfriend that won’t let me have sex with her, she keeps on saying i must earn it to be her sex partner. Like honestly i don’t know what she want, its definitely not money because she gets what she want almost every time, she only makes out with me. Depressed lately, i live alone, started smoking probably it will help. It did for few months but now it has worsen, I’m just tired to be honest