Honestly tbh I’m exhausted. I’ve spent quality years (almost 2 years) doing nothing other than studying Forex after my NYSC . I have burnt accounts in time pasts. I impressed my crypto teacher back then and he invested #3m with me in which I lost half of the account back then. He never disturbed me and he’s still rooting for me. I feel ready now, but of course no means to continue. I really feel wasted and I’ve been begging my girlfriend of 6 years now to leave because I’ve given up on myself because of no funds and she isn’t…I pray I don’t do the unthinkable to myself.