I just broke up with my boyfriend of over four years because the cheating no be here and I just know it’s a complete waste of time being with him but he’s my first and it’s really hard to let go. One day I’m feeling good about the whole process and then another day, I’m on his bed . I know it’s done but I’m finding it hard to let go. I even play breakup songs when I’m in his house and start crying 😂😂😂😂.