Marriage is beautiful and I envy that of others, why is mine not like others. Don’t get me wrong I’ve done nearly all things to be a good wife to my husband but this man keeps hitting me, emotional abuse, painful words. I wish I could go back and be unmarried, I fooled myself by thinking if I came prepared like society says a woman should I will have a perfect marriage but omoh it’s all trash. Got married a virgin, I cook well, prayerful,clean etc, Lol! I wish I did all those things genuinely for myself