Feeling like a wasted sperm, no amount of typing can take away whatever sadness am feeling right now. At age 25 no love, no money no happiness, no degree..only get forced happiness from random male guys that want to fuck. Practicing makeup for more than 2 months, confident that I can work on a client only to get fucked up and later ruined everything. No doubt, my life is in shambles, nothing genuinely can make me stay in this life anymore.. I wonder if people that have all these use jazz 🙄🙄🙄… I know I will be fine and if not heaven take my soul.. .I AM FED UP