I swear, I’ve failed myself. I’ve failed myself for real. I was dumb, stupid an idiot and everything in between for caring about “friends and family”. I priotize- scratch that, prioritized them than I should have, I need to stop caring about people and their well-being. I need to stop telling my family or people I considered to be my family my problems, they only make my life worse. I regret ever trying to help or be of help to them. from now onward. I care for only one person “me”. they’ll use you and dumb you. anyways I don learn my lesson. wickedness and heartlessness activated