I am 18, a guy and I feel like I’m a failure already. My dad is retired my mom is a tailor with no customers bringing clothes and I’m the only son for that matter, they struggle to send me to school now Asuu is on strike. I should be in 400 level now if not for lockdown but I’m still stuck in 200 level with Gp of 2.89 and a carryover. I have no job, I just sleep and wake up depressed. I’m tired of life, I cry almost every night. I just want to make my parents happy for once and this country isn’t helping they are aging already, countless times I’ve want to end it all but who’ll take care of my mom and dad I’m depressed and I need help.