I met a guy on a dating app. Surprisingly I fell for him. It’s the first time in ages. Never had a boyfriend because of this. Now, the guy doesn’t return the vibe I give, he’s yet to reply 5 days chats. The fact that for the first I want someone for myself he’s not willing is drifting me into depression. Nothing has been working well for me for years why can’t I still have that one person to make me happy. I’ve been unhappy for too long. I’m trying, I really am. Life is so hard😭